We decide to test next Friday… I work until 8pm so I guess it will be after that. Unless she tests while I’m working to surprise me. But only if it’s positive! I wouldn’t want her to get a negative test and be all by herself.
Today we took a road trip and I was fitted for a bridesmaid dress for my bffs wedding. It was a fun day and fun to visit and to get away. But I’d really rather be at home. I like my house, I like my family, my cats, I like being at home with my love.
Whether we get a positive this time or not I’m still going to be happy. I’ve still got the most beautiful girl in the entire world and I love love love her forever. And it’s probably best that we’re not home bc it’s a distraction from everything.
I want to go get a test right now and I want it to be positive and I never want to be feeling so overwhelmed again! I want to cry because I’m so excited. I want to cry because I’m afraid it won’t work. I want to know why I didn’t ovulate so when it comes to my turn I’ll be ready.