a journey to familyhood

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So, we’re at my mom’s house cleaning to prepare for craft day. Well, now I mopped my mom and I into a corner and my love is stacking wood on the front porch. And it’s snowing. I’m over winter already.
On the drive here we started naming our donor. Idk why, just for fun.
First of all, he’s adorable. My love picked him out, I never looked at a single thing until she was done. This was when it was all going in her. So she wanted someone who looked more like me. She’s blonde and blue/green eyed where as myself and donor are thick/curly dark hair and green/brown eyed.
Also, my grandpa factored in to things. My grandpa is the best man ever. My dad died when I was 20 but I hadn’t spoken to him since i was like 14. I know how he and his entire family felt about me. I hated him for a very long time. I don’t know if I still do or not. But my grandpa has always been there for me. After my dad died he cried and told me he would walk me the down aisle. Granted idk if he would still feel that way for a girl/girl wedding.
He always tells me stories about being in the Navy and taking trains around the country to different bases. After he retired from working he was a charter fisherman for years. He would always take me fishing and brag to his fishing friends about me.


That’s the best guy ever.
He is also very proud of the fact that he’s part Native American. So, with that in mind, and since our son will be named for him, she picked someone who had some Native American listed in his profile.
So we were talking about him and giving him random names, Sean and Timothy and Lucas. But then we decided he looked more Italian so we were trying to give him an Italian name. First she said Enzo, but that’s part of my brother’s name, so it was creepy. So we named him Ezio. Yes, after the Assassin’s Creed guy. (Cough, dork)
I hope that my period comes soon (it’s only a week late. Jerk) so that we can put Ezio to work. Then I hope there is still enough left that my love can still use him. I know we have a long way to go before that happens, but I think she would be so adorable with a little Ezio baby!