a journey to familyhood

One year later

Well it’s been a year of using a known donor. With no luck. We didn’t go every month. But I didn’t realize it had been a year.

Some months didn’t feel quite right and it wasn’t surprising that it didn’t work.

Other months everything was perfect and it was going to work this time for sure. Except it didn’t.

Idk what to do. Except keep trying i guess. My wife still has to shoulder the responsibility. I feel bad that I can’t help. If money were no option I would go all in and help share some of the stress and body hijaking.

Maybe someday.

Rayne is a perfect 2.5. This week she decided to potty train. It’s been really good. She keeps saying “you’re so proud of me!” And she’s right!

She loves princesses and fire trucks and talking non stop.

I’m so obsessed with her. Sometimes I wonder if we should just stop with her. But I’m not ready for that conversation yet.

Comments on: "One year later" (4)

  1. Stupid question: did the known donor get tested? I heard about someone who had a known donor who turned out to have crap sperm.

  2. Sorry to hear there is no success yet with the next baby. Hope it happens for you soon! Is there any option to change donor? Sometimes there is just simply incompatibility for some biological reason.
    Well done Raine on potty training, you indeed must be very proud of her! ♡♡♡

  3. Ah, very sorry for misspelling Rayne’s name!

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