Life: We inseminated last night. I (as always) hope it works
Death: Over night my sweet baby kitten princess passed away. She was only 7. I picked her of a canoe as a baby with one blind chlamydia eye and i loved her with my whole heart. I know there are people who think “oh, it’s just a pet” But there are others who understand this was my baby, i loved her, and it’s devastating. This was my first pet of my very own so she was my first pet loss. (These are the very first and very last pictures i have of her)
PCOS: Everything, everything upsets my stomach. But tonight the wife and i spent an hour making lists of foods i can eat, can’t, and not sure. I need to do an elimination and find out everything for sure, i just haven’t yet. Mostly bc i don’t have a starting point. I need something okay for me that i can use as a fall back as i figure the rest out. The biggest issue i have is a large portion of foods are out from the get go: Meat, Dairy, Eggs, Dark/Leafy vegetables, sugary fruits. And things i enjoy: white processed carbs i shouldn’t have. And alternatives (whole wheat pasta brown rice) are DISGUSTING. Also fuck Metformin, I’m no longer taking it. So it all just sucks.
What doesn’t suck? Being married. I like that.