Firstly, happy everything (or nothing) to everyone, whatever’s your preference 🙂
Christmas was very nice. Santa is a real gem
Also the “cat” ate half of my chocolates
Wednesday we went by my mom’s. I cooked while my mom went to church and then we all joined up for dinner. Then we played board games. One of my brother’s has been a real asshole lately, but he was excellent and it was so nice that everyone had a good time. My mom made all of us our own scrapbook for our dad who passed away. It was bittersweet. My asshole brother cried and hugged my mom, so i think it was very therapeutic for him.
Then on Christmas I worked 12 hours. I’m used to working holidays, it’s whatever, woo hoo for double time. But this year sad so sad to know that my love was home alone and I wished I was with her. So, fuck em, I’m not working next year!
Today I must be the strong one regarding the fact that we’re barren forever. My little princess found out that a coworker is pregnant and is pretty devastated. Every so often I get to tell her “another WordPress person is pregnant” “so and so had a baby” and she always tells me We’ll be there soon, we’ll get there, we’re going to have piles of babies. And she always just let’s the upset roll off. But this hit her hard and we’re never having baby and she’s upset. So even if I’m upset, too, today is my day to be strong for her!
I forgot when my appointment is next month but I feel like it’s foreeeever away. I’ve been doing shitty at opks and temping. I’ve been sleeping like .00000000000084% better, but getting up at ridiculous times. It makes it harder to remember to temp and to get all over the place readings.
Metformin and I still have an up and down relationship. This weekend was great, today when I’m back at work my stomach is bitched. But overall I think it’s better.
Yesterday we hiked 6 miles I think. We hadn’t been out since my love jacked up her ankle and we started where she went down last time. It was so nice, I thought we were done until spring but the weather was just so perfect for it. Of course we still go out over winter months, but the trail we’re doing I wouldn’t be comfortable doing in snow. I’m told we’ll be snow shooing this winter. Idk how I feel about that. We’ve also been going regularly to the gym! Woo, no fat tax!
I got my love the up24/jawbone(idk what it really goes by) but she’s super excited to exercise and shit. Lol whyyyyy did I do that?! Bc of course I’m dragged along. But no, I know it’s good. I’m just so not a fan of getting up at 5am to gym! Especially when sooomeone falls asleep in 10-18 minutes (according to the up) but it takes me hours!
I hope that by the time I get to my appointment I’ll have some diet and exercise to show for it.
I don’t make new year resolutions, but I do hope that 2015 will be my year 🙂